Just thankful and gratified

At last, I did it again.. a blog account...Actually, I just tried it if it really works. So far, yeah yes it is... Anyway, I can say that its been a nice day for me. And this blogging thing really does excites me. I'm hoping that I have a lot of things to share with you guys. You see, I'm just new in this kind of thing. First of all, let me say some trivias about myself. Basically, I'm just a simple person, a typical kid who has its ups and downs, weakness and strengths, hopes and fears..When it comes to friendship, I'm not that demonstrative on showing on my emotions to others. But as a whole I'm a type of a friend that you can always depend on especially in times of need. You can seek me some pieces of advices that I know can help a lot. I'm very much open to new ideas, constructive criticisms, suggestions and opinions anything that can start a good conversation. But there are times when I feel very much alone with myself. I used to have this feeling started in my childhood years. When I was just 6yrs. old, I was diagnosed to have a rare disease of the bones which they say scientifically as "Idiopathic Osteolysis Carpo-Tarsal Type. I was raised into a simple family household in the Philippines. At the first stage of my sickness, it means nothing to me because everything is doing fine and my parents was just happy seeing me growing as a healthy and normal child. Not until, when I'm having hard time to walk to school. I felt an unbearable pain in my knees which I always complain to my mom and after a few months I eventually stop walking. I became crippled for almost five years of my life and it started when I was just 10yrs. old. But my mom never losses hope that Jehovah is good and that He would never leave us in this kind of situation. And I can say that what I am today is I owe to them and of course to our Almighty God Jehovah. As a child, I grown up like any other kids who enjoyed outdoor games like running and jumping that seems there's no tomorrow and its sometimes good. Because I believe that every kids in the world has the right to enjoy life whatever the circumstances are and therefore should not be deprived with this simple means like playing and doing things that make them happy. At that time, I don't feel or rather consider myself different to them coz it seems that there is nothing pollutes my mind. I guess, you know what I mean. But all in all, I do consider myself as being blessed with all the goodness of the Lord. I come to think that Jehovah is so good to have me bought to this world and to experience how to be loved and be loved by those extraordinary people that came into my life. I was still blessed to have this other senses that most people often neglected and keeping that on mind everyday makes me feel thankful and gratifide as time goes by. Aside from that, the hope that someday everything will be back to normal again in paradise (Revelation 21:3-4) made me carry on amidst all the things in this current system of things. I really want to throw all my fears, all the bitterness, all the anxieties, all the negative things. I just want to focus myself with the most worthy things. I guess, it would be all good for now. I just hope that there are some good things happen to me for me to share to all of you out there... :)