InSiDe mY FraGiLe MiNd

I just once thought I was nothing… a nobody, such an ordinary face…still trying to find the meaning.. Looking in, looking back recollecting... having a place in this deceitful, opinionated, psychoactive, damn world… How about me being numb for just a moment? Will pain ever cease… so that life would be much at ease? Like a helpless kid who yawns…yawns all through out the day… until have been notice and to be heard.
The same old brand new things running inside this fragile mind… Once have been victims of paranoia… paranoia of thyself… like someone is watching over you… Stereotypes? What I think about them? Seems always under the pressure of living on someone else’s shoes… they’re boxed to what they supposed to be… Egotism? Exaggerated sense of self-importance…similarly to egocentric, self-centered, selfish and the like… commonly known as "me-first" attitude… they’re irritating to the ears… Boast? Praising oneself or one’s possessions… they seem bought the whole wide world…Naïve? Refer as innocent and unsophisticated…easily deceived… they’re playing safe…that’s all right…Assumption? Take as granted…wrong assumptions is fatal…
A Hero? One that is much admired or shows great courage…it’s a rare species nowadays…Courage? Innate ability to conquer fears or despairs…opposite of coward…bravery is the other term…give me some a lot of dose. Conservative is old-fashioned; out of date…ok, but not much you’ll never grow… A Handicap? An advantage given or disadvantage imposes to equalize a competition…lesson: learn to count your blessings…Optimism is the tendency to hope for the best no matter what…that’s what we all need… Pessimism? Inclination to expect worst…maybe, you wake up at the wrong side of bed today…Hope is the desire with expectation of fulfillment…remember, at the end of the rainbow there’s a pot of gold, we shouldn’t lose hope…
Love? 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 states: Love is long suffering and kind…love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked… it does not keep account of the injury… it does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth, It bears all things, endures all things… Love never fails… Faith means belief and trust in God…"we are walking by faith not by sight" says Apostle Paul.