Another Dull Moments At Home

Hello there! I'm back to my old soul again. I'm quite away for a long time for so many reasons, its either an advantage or disadvantage. Anyway, I'm not here to talk about all the old stuff that happened to me last year and if I am this page aren't be enough. Believe it or not, it seems that nothing is change for me if I compared it to a couple of months and months before this year because everything sails just the same. It has nothing to do with my expectations that there is something outrageous gonna happen to me. Well, it's not a problem and I don't give a damn. I mean it. I'm not a hypocrite to say that I love my life even though I'm actually fading away. I'm not reclaiming or whatsoever about some circumstances in my life. For sure, a lot of people are also going through to what I'm going through to a different extent. I may not know their qualms nor their own insecurities but we're still the same. A human being that is easily bruised and confused to all sorts of eccentricities of this life we're going through. We're all like a piece of glass that reflects each other's identities and personalities. But in my case, everyday in my life seems like I'm drifting to a nowhere land like right now I'm sitting in front of my computer talking a lot of piece of crap here. :)

Let's go to the other side, last week I decided to go to the nearest book shop here to see if there is anything new to me. I was with my Aunt. She was accompanying me because I'm having a hard time in walking along the corners of the store. And to my delight, I did saw my former classmate in elementary but I didn't know if she still recognizes me. I can say that she was a nice friend back then and a lot more talkative and intelligent than I was. In fairness, it was quite a close fight between us in our class standing. That was i guess 10years ago where the circumstances for me is doing good as if there's no problem at the end of the day. I remember those times that when you have a single 5-peso bill you can a buy a good quality pad paper (hindi tingi! san ka pa) coz that what I used to do. I can say that the mid-90's are those days of my care-free years of my childhood where I used to run wild and free. How wish to bring back those times in a way to correct my mistakes and somehow do the right things to do.

Well, back to the store there is this book which I find so interesting to read, its about the Life Story of Helen Keller, "The Story of my life" is the title. She's a deaf and blind person who gain knowledge and pursue her education despite her disabilities. It talks about her struggles in life emotionally and psychologically to be able to go along with the world out of sight and the gift of hearing. It was really one of the nice and encouraging book that I have read. What else? what can i say, it inspires me somehow it gave me hope to continue despite all the difficulties. So starting today, I will never allow them to let me down. What a relief! whew!