Maybe someday soooon....

Here I am again, I just can't sleep. Feels like there's something wrong with me. This is because of this continuous fear that stucked in my chest and head. I feel like a bit dizzy tonight. I hope that this fear fades away. How I wish that there's no such thing as a NIGHT. Because of the incident happened almost a week ago, I can still feel the same fear that I felt that night. How I wish I could get better soon and somehow live a normal life like used to before. I want to erase all the memories of that terrible night. I know, I am being stupid now. I wish I could release all the tensions and fear. Maybe blogging is the answer. What else? There's a lot more to say but I'm running out of words to say. I hope next week there's something good happened or somehow to learned to forget it all.

My head is getting heavy. My heart is beating fast. I have a feeling that I'm getting too nervous over the things in my imagination. I really want to sleep but what if the same situation happened again. NO, I need not to be worried because Jehovah is always there. But I'm just a bit worried that's all. I guess, I have all the faith in Him.

Maybe someday sooon, I'll be better... maybe someday sooon, I'll learned to forget it... maybe someday sooon, it will be tomorrow... what do you think? (*sigh again!)